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I miss you...
You leave me here to bleed in pain,
I don't understand why you play these games.
Every second I wait but you don't even call,
You mean everything to me but I'm nothing at all.
I'd do anything it takes to get to you,
Anything it takes to make you love me too.
But now all I ever do is chase you away,
There's just nothing I can do, nothing I can say.
I don't know what to do and it makes me scared,
I feel as though I'm losing you and you don't even care.
I miss you so much, but you'll never know,
I think you'd just rather me walk out and go.
I remember the beginning you loved me much,
You would've given the world for just my touch.
But now you seem so far away,
And life only gets harder each and every day.
I love you Arch Wright, you have every beat of my heart,
And this life without you, I don't even wanna start.
It's easier for you to smile then for me to pretend,
I've given you my life, this is the end..
---Aug 12, 2005
Never before have I seen a love where I'd love you no matter how much it hurt, that I'd try no matter how much it took, no matter how useless it may seem..and never before has any one person put so many smiles on my face when nothing was right and everything was wrong. Never in my life have I known someone quite like you, or a love quite like yours. Never in my life have I loved someone so strongly and never will I deny that, never will I let go, and never will I give up...
--Written by Kate 06/02/05
A relationship forever turned into just six months,
Never had I expected that this is what you'd want.
A relationship so perfect let go by you so quick,
Losing the love of my life makes me sick.
Never had I imagined this would happen to us,
I know that it is hard to keep your trust.
Of everything I've done to hurt you, I'm more sorry than you'd know,
I'm keeping this one promise, I will never let you go.
No matter what you see or hear, my heart will beat for you,
I will always be here no matter what you do.
Trying is getting useless and making things much worse,
Some days I just don't know what to do and I just want to burst.
It's so hard to be just friends with someone that I love with all my heart,
It's hard walking down the hallways knowing that we're apart.
I'm hoping that one day we will be together again,
And you'll always have my promise that I'll make things perfect again.
I could never hurt you again, now that I know the life without you,
I don't expect you to believe me, but I know in my heart it's true.
I love you Arch Wright.... 
--Written by Kate 05/23/05
Don't say I didn't tell you,
Don't say I didn't care.
Cause when my life is over,
You'll wish you would've been there.
My life is empty without you,
The loneliness drives me insane.
You walk around wearing a smile,
While I'm left in so much pain.
I told you I was sorry,
That I'd never hurt you again.
I told you I'd give one hundred percent,
To make things like they were back then.
This I didn't lie about,
I would have tried my best.
But you refused to just give me the chance,
To make up for all the rest.
You say you didn't want me to leave,
When you're the one who let me go.
Now I am telling you, you are my life,
So don't say you didn't know...
--Written by Kate 05/21/05
I wish you knew what you do to me..
And I wish that you would care..
I love you more than life itself...
But your not even there...
Everynight I sit up crying...
Never knew I had so much tears...
I wish you could love me like you used to..
Wish I could let go of my fears...
Maybe you just dont know...
Maybe I just dont know..
If I'm not the girl that you desire..
Why dont you just let me go?
--Written by Kate 03/11/05
There are so many great times that we have had,
We've stuck with eachother through the good and bad.
I'm so glad things are better and we're happy again,
And things are starting to be like they were back then.
We have so many memories that I will never forget,
This point in my life I feel as if I have my heart set.
I don't want anyone else, I just want to be with you,
You're perfect for me, just like a dream come true.
You're everything I've ever wanted and I couldn't let you go,
I love you more than life itself, more than you'd ever know.
I'm sorry for all the bad I've ever put you through,
And I'd do whatever it takes to make it up to you.
I remember when I was sick you stayed home with me,
You've been as great a boyfriend as you could possible be.
You've put so much time, so much effort into us,
Even when I didn't deserve it, you've given me your trust.
There's been times where we've wanted to give up eachother,
But we've put up through it all and managed to stay together.
I want to be with you until the day I die,
I see a happy future when I look into your eyes.
I just want to thank you for everything you've done,
I've never in my life with a guy had so much fun.
I've never felt so comfortable not even with my friends,
You accept me for who I am and I hope that never ends.
--Written by Kate 03/11/05
Things are changing and I dont know what to do,
My heart is breaking and you dont even have a clue.
I love you more than everything, you mean the world to me,
I wish things could go back to the way they used to be.
You've showed me love like I've never known before,
And now it seems so unbalanced like I love you more.
We argue over each and every little thing we do,
And it doesn't even seem like you care like you used to.
I'm so afraid of losing you that it drives me insane,
I've never been so in love where I felt so much pain.
You're the one I've always wanted my whole entire life,
I want to be the girl you eventually make your wife.
I love you more than anything, anything at all,
And I'll be yours forever through each and every flaw.
Just please understand that I'll love you no matter what you do.
And that I have no idea what I would do if I ever lost you.
--Written by Kate 02/18/05
So here's another day I sit here thinking of you,
Each and every day this is what I do.
You'll never understand how much you mean to me,
I can feel it in my heart that we were meant to be.
Your the greatest guy in the whole wide world,
And I truley feel that I'm the luckiest girl.
I know you haven't been so lucky in the past
But there's no need to worry my love will last.
I have so much fun every second spent with you,
No matter where we go, no matter what we do.
It is so unexplainable how happy you make me feel,
With you my life is perfect, it almost seems unreal.
I never in my dreams thought I'd find such a perfect guy,
One so sweet, so caring, so fun and so kind.
Your the best thing that I have and I will never let you go,
You are so special to me, more special than you know.
I love you so much baby, more than anything,
You mean the world to me, you are my everything.
-Written by Kate 01/11/05
Since the day you came into my life,
Everything became so clear.
Suddenly I was happy again,
And able to let go of my fears.
I've finally met the boy of my dreams,
You're perfection in my eyes.
You're all I've ever wanted,
So much better then other guys.
You make me so very happy,
I feel like the luckiest girl.
Just to know that I have you,
Feels like I'm on top of the world.
And whenever you're around,
There's a smile on my face.
The feelings that you give me,
Are ones no other could replace.
My heart is now in your hands,
Until the day I die.
I promise that I'll always love you,
And that is no lie.
-Written by Kate 12/02/04
I never thought this would happen,
But I think my dreams have come true.
Everything I've always looked for,
I've found it all in you.
No guy has ever cared bout me,
As much as you seem to care.
I believe that you won't hurt me,
I know that you'll always be there.
It makes me feel so good to know,
That my words mean much to you.
Cause boy you mean so much to me,
You wouldn't have a clue.
I could have the worst day ever,
And you'd find way to make me smile.
I know everything would work out,
Every second would be worthwhile.
You're so very special to me,
You're one that I could never forget.
And I know these feelings I have for you,
Are one's that I'll never regret.
I know that I could never hurt you,
It would hurt me more than anything.
I know that your the best thing to me,
That life could ever bring.
I know that you're confused,
And you're not sure what to do.
But I just want you to be happy,
And know I'll always be here for you.
-Written by Kate 11/14/04
I've loved you for so long,
But you don't even care.
I'd do anything in the world for you,
But you just have to be so unfair.
I've always been here for you,
Never done anything wrong.
Except for be there loving you,
My feelings for you so stong.
But that I cannot help,
As much as I wish I could.
I need to get over you,
I know that I should.
But I just cannot explain,
There's just that something.
I can't get over it,
Even though to you I'm nothing.
You could say anything you wanted,
As mean as it could be.
But it could never stop these feelings,
You mean so much to me.
Of all the shit I've done for you,
You never even appreciated it.
You mean the world to me,
But you don't even give a shit.
What the hell am I supposed to do,
When nothing is good enough.
No matter what I do for you,
I'm just not good enough.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
But I have feelings too,
Why must you be so mean,
I can't help that I love you.
I wish you could understand me,
Understand what I go through.
For some reason you hate me,
And there's nothing I can do
-Written by Kate 10/27/04
As the tears run down my cheeks,
I think to myself and pray.
That one day you will realize,
What its like to feel this way.
It feels as if my life is over,
There's nothing worth living for.
There's only one thing that I want,
And I'd never again ask for more.
I just wanna hold you,
And never let you go.
Just want you to love me,
But you just don't know.
The pain you've brought upon my life,
The confusion, the anger, the fear.
I thought everything was perfect,
Never thought the end was near.
So here I lay with a million questions,
In loneliness as I cry.
And theres nothin I can do nomore,
But sit around wonderin why.
-Written by Kate 08/15/04
You have NO idea how much u mean to me,
I really do love you.
But I guess that doesnt matter,
Cause you dont feel the way I do.
I never thought it'd come to this,
I thought everything would be alright.
Of all the boys in this whole world,
You were the one who caught my sight.
I grew to fall in love with you,
So you could break my heart.
I know what's gonna happen,
We're gonna grow apart.
These feelings I have are strong,
The pain won't go away.
I'd do anything in this world,
Just to make you stay.
But sometimes it's just not good enough,
No matter how hard you try.
But all you can do is wonder,
Sit around wonderin why.
All the pain I've ever felt,
Never felt this strong.
But I guess just like every other time,
My heart directed me wrong.
-Written by Kate 08/14/04
One minute you love me,
The next you do not know.
Boy you mean so much to me,
I can not let you go.
I've said all that I could,
Did all that I could do.
I will do anything,
If only I can have you.
I woke up every morning,
With a smile on my face.
Just knowing I was yours,
Felt life was all in place.
My life is incomplete,
Without you by my side.
Maybe things would be better,
If I just went and died.
Don't know if I can deal with this,
I've never felt this much pain.
All these thoughts cross my mind,
I sware I am going insane.
So here I sit in misery,
This is so unfair,
I love you more than anything,
But you probably dont even care.
-Written by Kate 09/06/04
sOme people wanna be perfect
but i just wanna be good enough
-Written by Kate 10/16/04
You gave me the strength I need to open my eyes
...and a whOle new reasOn to [.s m i l e.] again.
-Written by Kate 08/24/04
[x] i didn't think that things could get any worse...
..til i lost that oNe thing that meant eVerything [x]
-Written by Kate 08/19/04
Here's some of my old poems from last year...
Twenty years from now I am gonna look back
And remember that you were that one person
Who could turn every frown to a smile in a few simple words
That person who lifted my head when I was losing faith in myself
That one person who carried tears on her shoulders after
Every fight, every break-up, every death
That one person who always knew
what I was feeling by the look on my face
That one person who accepted who I was
when everyone else laughed in my face
That one person that accepted every decision I made
Believing that I'd make the right decisions
That one person who knew who I really was
That one person that made the biggest difference in my life
My best friend.
-Written by Kate April 2, 2004
Love is when you think of them every second of every day...
When you care so much that you dont care what others say...
Love is when your heart races everytime you look into their eyes...
When you know you cannot have them but you still continue to try...
Love is when you could sit and cry for hours just wishing they would care...
When you can't even imagine what life would be like without them there...
Love is when you cry for them when you know that they are sad...
When you never lose hope even when they treat you bad...
Love is when they can brighten your day with just a simple smile...
When you know your feeling nothing but pain but you still feel that its worthwhile...
Love is when it seems like nothing else matters anymore...
When they can make you cry and cry until your eyes are sore...
Love is when you know your feelings won't change no matter how bad they treat you...
When you love them more and more each day and know that your feelings are true...
Love is the feeling that is most unexplainable...
Yet it leaved you in pain and makes your life miserable...
-Written by Kate Dec 2003
When you held me in your arms
It felt like everything was alright
I never wanted to let go
Just wanted to hold on tight
You had the sweetest kiss
And eyes that lit up my day
Everything was perfect
I wish it were still that way
When you told me that you loved me
I just wanted to cry
It felt as if I were in Heaven
With the most perfect guy
It wouldve been a month today
Why did it have to end?
Im sorry I just dont like it this way
I want to be more than just friends
Id do anything to have you back
I just wish I knew what to do
Id walk of the edge of the earth
I'd do it just for you
These feelings I have
There so strong and true
I just cant help it
I have fallen in love with you.
-Written by Kate Dec 1, 2003
Holding your hands and kissing you cheek
Looking into your eyes makes me weak
I could die right here, right in your arms
Take me somewhere beyond the stars
Im in heaven and its just me and you
You know I love you and I know you love me too
I wanna feel this way forever just you and I
Everythings so perfect I could just cry
Looking into your eyes takes me somewhere new
No problems, no worries, no feeling blue
Couldnt ask for more Ive got all I need
I got what I want just you and me
Treat me right and I'll forever be yours
Cause your the only one that I adore
Boy I now give you the key to my heart
In hopes that you will never tear it apart
-Written by Kate Nov. 2003
It feels like it's been a lifetime
Since the last time I've seen you
It's been driving me crazy
If only you had a clue
I think about you all the time
Wishing that you were here
It feels as if we're worlds apart
Even though I know you're near
You are so perfect
So gorgeous and so sweet
And boy have you..
Got every other guy beat
I can't even picture myself...
With any other guy
I am so lucky to have you
Everyday I wonder why
What have I dont to deserve you
It must have been pretty good
To deserve something so perfect
I'll treat you like I should
You deserve the best
Which I'll try my best to be
Boy you've got my heart
You definately deserve me
I hope we're together forever
And never break apart
It would hurt me so bad
It would break my heart
When I am with you
Everything feels fine
Problems go away
Everythings in line
I could just get lost
Looking in your eyes
Listening to your voice
All give me butterflies
I wanna hold you forever
And never let go
You lighten up my life
You make each day glow
I wonder if you think of me
As much as I think of you
I wonder if you love me
As much as I love you
I think about you all the time
And I definately do love you
So I consider it impossible
Boy, if only you knew
I love you so much
That inside it hurts
I'd die just to see you
Or atleast hear your words
No matter how long it takes
I will never give up on you
No matter what it takes
I will always be loving you
--Written by Kate Nov. 2003
Behind my ugly face,
Is my cold and lonely heart.
I think about the days,
Before I broke apart.
I think about the friends,
I've lost along the way.
Boys I would have died for,
They wouldn't have cared either way.
I wanna get out of here,
I just want to die.
I'm sick of livin life,
Half the time I cry.
I'm sick of trying,
And never finding success.
I hate going to my mom,
With things to confess.
I hate my ugly face,
Every other thing too.
I hate these fuckin rumors,
I hate crazy bitches who lie.
Stupid fucking "playas",
Could care less when they make you cry.
Those backstabbing bitches,
That I have been calling my friends.
Like to diss and lie,
Talk shit then deny.
As the knife slips across my neck,
These are the last words I've got to say.
Hope you guys have a good life without me,
Live life to the fullest each day.
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
Help me God,
Please help me now.
I want a life,
Help me somehow.
I'm sick of the pain,
I'm sick of crying.
I'm sick of everything,
I'm slowly dying.
I'm suffering,
From all the pain.
There's always a loss,
To every gain.
There's always gonna be,
Something in my way.
From reaching my goals,
Each and every day.
I want it all to go away,
I wanna live a normal life.
Without so much pain,
Without using this knife.
Problems they always build up,
Til the day that I explode.
One minute I'll be happy,
The next I'm in PMS-mode.
I like the thought
of dying.
I'm sick of all
the lying.
Sick of being so insecure,
And trying to cover it up.
Keeping things inside,
Untill it all corrupts.
Mistakes I've made in the past,
They'll haunt me forever.
My mom will never trust me,
I'll be on this short leash forever.
Mistakes are screwin up my life,
And I never know what to do.
I cry into my pillow each night,
I'm sick of always feeling so blue.
I am going crazy,
I swear to God on that one.
Crazy people dont belong here,
So take me away.
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
I wish I could just go to sleep,
And never awake.
I wish I could just go,
Take a really long break.
Never come back again,
Go away forever.
The weight of the world's on my back,
Problems always sever.
I wanna leave.
Leave behind my problems,
The shit I've kept inside so long.
I am never right,
I am always wrong.
Everytime I try,
Something will always be
standing in my way,
If you could only see..
Words could never explain,
The sadness the hatred the pain.
that I have inside of me,
All of this shit stored in my brain.
It's too much for me to handle,
I can only do so much.
But nobody's ever pleased,
I've just screwed my life up a bunch.
The only thing I look forward to,
Is the day I die.
The day God takes me away,
I wanna say goodbye.
God please free me,
From this horrible place.
Just take me away,
I have nothing but pain in my eyes.
So please just let me go,
Let everyone go on with there lives.
Without me interfering,
With there oh so perfect lives.
People think there life sucks,
Well try just a day being me.
Cause you could never handle it,
You could never see.
Problems just build up,
Without being fixed.
I have no true friends,
My feelings are always mixed.
I wanna leave God please,
It wouldnt matter.
Please...
My heart has already been shattered,
Into a million pieces.
I cant put the puzzle of life back together.
I'm dumb, I'm confused,
I am weak as a feather.
So much anger,
So much pain.
Sick of crying,
Again and again.
Same shit every day,
Never anything new.
Cryin myself to sleep every night,
Always feeling so blue.
Please let me go,
Let me say goodbye.
Please free me,
Just let me die...
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
Crazy lil bitch,
Got a craving to die.
I wanna leave it all,
Just wanna say goodbye.
See it in my eyes,
The hatred the broken heart.
All the emotional pain,
I'm slowly breaking apart.
Rumors go around,
But thee fuckers dont know me.
Just don't know what to do,
Or who the fuck to be.
Ignorant fucking assholes,
Thinkin they're all hot shit.
Playin girls like there toys or somethin,
Dumpin them cause they aint gettin nothin.
Life sucks ass,
After a while this shit gets old.
Guess I've been here too long,
Soon I'll start to mold.
Cryin and cuttin every night,
Till the pain just closes my eyes.
Don't know why,
Just know I'm bout to say goodbye.
Bout to die,
Just get up n leave.
Fuckin up my life,
Cause I know I'll never achieve.
A knife's bout to go through my throat,
All the blood.
Take my body,
Put it under the mud.
The devil reaches out,
Takes me down below.
People dont give a shit,
But they dont fuckin know.
Now they know,
My soul you'll never find.
So go on with ya perfect lives,
Leavin me behind.
-Written by Kate sept. 2003
I wish I could go to sleep
And never wake up again
I wish that there were more people
In my life that I could call my friends
I wish people didnt talk about me
To make me sound so bad
I wish this could all be over
This long boring life Ive had
I wish my parents weren't so strict
I wish I could please them just one time
But nothing I do is good enough for them
Like everything I do is a crime
No matter how hard I try
I will never get the grade
I will never be appreciated
All I can do is lay back and fade
Take me away God
Please free me from this hell
Please take me away from it all
I'm sick of havin to cry and yell
Not a day goes by that I wish I werent dead
Not a day goes by that Im not crying in my bed
My pillows are staind with tears
One day I'll float away
I screw up so bad
and I never know what to say
People dont understand me
Nor do they care to
Ever since I was a kid
These problems just grew and grew
Ive got the weight of the world on my shoulders
And things only get rougher
Im never right, Im always wrong
And my emotions only get tougher
Every day I feel worse about myself
I grow weaker and weaker each day
I just wanna leave this life
Theres no reason to stay
So please God..
Please just make this one prayer come true
Please just please let me go
Im so sick of always feeling so blue.
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
Jesus Christ why the hell am I here,
Is this what you call a joke?
Suffering everday with daily problems,
My heart is totally broke.
I've lost each one of my friends,
Because Im such a screwup.
Who cannot control my anger,
I'm wonderin when I'm gonna blow up.
I no longer get along with my mom,
I cant do anything right.
Never can I please everyone,
Each day's a brand new fight.
I cant stand half the people in this world,
Except for a selection of few.
People hate me for who I am,
But I cant be anyone new.
I do all I can to make things better,
But they always end up worse.
Thats why my life just fucking sucks,
I swear I'm under a curse.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep every night,
Wishing you'd never awake?
Every move I make,
Is always another risk to take.
How can I pretend to enjoy life,
I would be living the biggest lie.
And lyings wrong isnt it?
So everyone..... goodbye.
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
You used to solve my problems,
You were the sweetest boy in sight.
You always made me feel that
everything was gonna be alright.
You told me that I was beautiful,
And not to worry what people say.
You really made me feel special,
And gave me the happiness I have today.
You made me fall in love with you,
A feeling that I just cant get out,
You really made me learn,
What love was all about.
I loved you with all my heart,
I couldn't live without you.
Now I dont even get a simple,
"I love you too."
You told me that my dreams,
Would all come true one day.
You really made me trust,
Every word that you say.
The one random day,
You make me start feeling bad.
You made me feel like shit,
Till every second I was sad.
I cried so many hours,
Just thinking about you.
Cried myself to sleep every night,
Cause my love for you was true.
I could have lived a happy life,
But my life is a living hell.
I want you to know Im still loving you,
And thats all that I wanted to tell.
Now with this knife through my heart,
I'm flying up above.
And I want everyone to know..
That I died for love..
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
Why do I care so much,
When no one cares about me.
I wish there was only a way,
A way for people to just see.
See what I go through,
Each and every long day.
Nothing new comes along,
Not one good thing to say.
If I were to die tonight,
Would people even care?
Or would they just go on with there lives,
As if I were never there?
I'm nothing but miserable,
Alone in this big world.
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
I'm only a little girl.
Just trying to live my life,
There's just so much pain I feel inside.
Everything would be much easier,
If I just died.
I just cant take it any longer,
Just free me from the pain.
Or just leave me here in misery,
As I sit and go insane.
--Written by Kate sept. 2003
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Heartbreak
whats meant to be will always find a way
i`d trade all of my tOmOrrOws
[[f.O.r.-.o.n.e.-.y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y]]
:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT oNe gUy:
.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.
.•:*If you look inside a girls heart
You'd see how much she realli criez, you'll find.•:*
secrets hiDden, besT frienz, anD liez, but.•:*
whaT you'Ll see the most is.•:*
hoW it iS to Stay {StronG} wheN
NothiNgs rigHT and EverYthiNGs .•:*wrOng.•:*
yOu knOw yOu lOve sOmeOne
when yOu want them tO be happy
even if their happiness means
*-y O u r nOt p a r t Of i t-*
i can fOrget the tears & hurt yOu put me thrOugh
but i [can`t] fOrget the laughs & special times i shared with yOu
nO matter hOw much time gOes by
yOu will always be a part Of my heart * always by my side
bC i cOuldn`t stOp lOving yOu . . . even if i tried
ThErEs [. a L w A y S.] qOnnA bE
-x- 0ne pers0n -x- yOu wiSh yOu cOuLd bE wiTh
eVeN aFTeR knOwiNq ThAt pErsOn
::dOeSnT:: wAnNa bE wiTh yOu
* It's -u n e x p l a i n a b l e- *
¤ My Love For You ¤
* It's -u n b e l i e v e b l e- *
¤ What I Go Through ¤
* It's -u n c o m p r e h e n d a b l e- *
¤ What I Would Do ¤
* Just For You To Feel The Same *
¤ Way That I Do Too ¤
my friiEnds tell me tO qive up On yOu
buT thEy dOnt see -- yOu liKe i dO
whEn i seE yOu wiTh ThaT oTher qirl
i qet the .wOrst. feelinq in the world
i thOuqht all the hurtin was finally dOne
but then i lOoked at yOu & her
& realizEd its jus beqUn . . .
what d0 y0u d0 when he g0es away..
when *everythinq* changes in jus 0ne day..
theres n0thin y0u can d0 .. when the
*0nE* y0u l0ve d0esnt LoVe y0u*
i`ve made alOt Of mistakez befOre..
but tha wOrst One was thinkin that
he wOuldn`t | h U r T | mE -aGaiN-
i thouqht i was qonna forqet you but i was wronq
-i thouqht i was qettin over you but its been a lie for so lonq-
//i thouqht id be able to hate you but its somethin i cant do//
..no matter what happens im still in love with you..
i AcT liiKe i dOn`T cArE bUt i`M [l y i n q]
eVeRyTyMe i SeE yOu WiTh HeR i`M [d y i n q]
missinq yOu isnt the hardest part -
its knOwin that i Once had yOu that breaks my heart
i wish i never qOt tO knOw yOu cuz nOw the Only thinq
i wanna dO is be the One that will *kiss-huq-nD hOld yOu*
sOmetimes i wOnder if yOu knOw hOw much yOu mean tO me
..hAvE yOu EvEr wAtChEd hIm LeAve,
nOt wAnTiNq hIm tO gO,
tHeN wHiSpErIng tO yOuRsElF
"qOd i LoVe hIm mOrE tHaN hE'll eVeR KnOw"
yOull never find anOther qirL
whO cared as much as i did
bcuz nO1 will waste all their Love
On sOmeOne Like u..Like i did
whEn i sEe yOu -
i hAvE tO rEmEmBeR ThaT i cAn`T hAvE yOu
whEn i tAlK tO yOu -
i knOw ThaT i`LL nEvEr bE abLe tO kiSs yOu
nD whEn i sEe yOu wiTh hEr -
i knOw hOw LuCkY sHe iS
[nD shE dOeSn`T eVen knOw]
i dont care if i dont have u..
as long as ur there by my side
watchin every step i take..
»Just gotta stick with it*pretend everythings ok* even when its not.. just keep on smiling*someday he`ll realize* how much you've been through* and see how much he really needs you«
i *dont* wanna {walk} a w a y because
im a f r a i d you *wont* come ((*a f t e r m e*))
Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr
Being away from you
is slowly driving me
. i . n . s . a . n . e .
and i`ll sit here and take it all in
is there anything else you want
ed to tell me? 'cause my hearts
all yours go ahead, shatter it
TaKe tHiS rAzOr n SiGn mY wRiSt
sO eVeRy1 KnOwS wHo LeFt mE liKe ThiS
-::-Its hard to wait around for sumthin that u kno is never gonna happen but its even harder when u kno its the only thing u want-::-
iLL RiSk eVeRyThInG i haVe
iLL FigHt TiLL I bLeEd
GiVe u mY LiFe . .
iF tHaTs WuT u nEEd
i WiSh mY wOrDs wUd WoRk
aNd mY tEaRz WuDnT sHoW
yOuR mY wOrLd bAbY
BuT i GuEss uLL nEva KnO
if i took all the times you made me feel [ SPECiAl ]
and times them by 100
it wouldn`t even come close to all the times
you made me feel like [ Shit ]
: dont u wish you could go back
: to the best memory of ur life
: and live in it (( f o r e v e r ))
Have you ever fallin in love
But knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
But knew you'd get nowhere?
Have you ever watched them walk away...
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered 'i love you' softly...
Not wanting them to know?
You cried all night in misery,
And almost went insane.
There's nothin in this world
That causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the price you pay is high.
So i say, don't fall in love,
You'll be hurt before it's through.
You see my friend you ought to know,
I fell in love with you.
i wanna be the
girl that you cant
live without
because i'm the
girl who can`t
live without
yOu
iitSz liike ii l0ve y0u buht ii hate y0u
ii wanna thr0w y0u 0ff a cliiff but be
at tha b0tt0m ehn catch y0u
I've come tho the point where I'm not gonna be upset and I'm not gonna care...Only because everytime I did...It got me no where.
-:|:-.:EvErY tImE:.
*Im NoT wItH yOu*
.:I fEeL lIkE:.
*SoMeThInGs MiSsInG*
.:ThEn I rEaLiZe:.
*YoU hAvE mY hEaRt*
::y0u kn0w y0u`re in l0ve, when all it takes
is one s0ng on the radii0 t0 make y0u think
of him nd the next thing y0u kn0e
yOu have tears runnin dOwn u r face
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you [care]
Even if you're lying,
that’s what I need to ((hear))
I think part of the reason we hold onto something for
so long is because we fear that
something so great wont ever happen again
Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr
I nEvEr [sToPpeD]LoVeN HiM
i JuS StOppEd LeTTiN iT [sHoW]
u can L o v e anyOne yOu want
tHe oNly prObLem iS.. s0 can He
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»
(¯`×. ii must be wishiing`
on someone else`s star cause
everything i wish for she gets .
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»
x3 he`ll alwayz b mii heart`s stronqest weakness
Dear Heart;
i met a boy today,
prepare to shatter.
its like writing your name
on a foggy window and
watching it slowly fade away <3
i WiSh . i WaNt . iD LoVe to be .
. HiS LoVe . HiS LiFe . HiS EvEryThiNg .
it gets so hard to trust sumbody when any1
u open up ur heart to l e t s y o u d o w n
.x.i knOw he really likez her`nd im nOt gOnna interfere.x.
sO ima just sit here`nd(watch) my whOle wOrld -» d i S s A p e a R
iit hurts t0 l0ve u the way i d0 n then l0ok at u n realiize h0w much u d0nt care
* ---> it's sad when someone you know
becomes someone you - k n e w
.:*Y o u c a n ' t
*:.h u r t s o m e o n e
.:*u n l e s s y o u
*:.r e a l l y m e a n
.:*s o m e t h i n g t o
*:.t h e m
Life
there are things you dont want to happen but
you have to accept it, there are things you dont
want to know but you have to learn them and
there are people you cant live without
but you have to let them go
((D.r.E.a.M.s))--» without them we are
nothing what causes them is .unknown.
but they are what makes us get up in the morning
and *hope* that one day they will come [[true]]
sometimes things have to fall apart
to make yOu realize just how much
yOu .n e e d. them to go right back
. . . t O g e t h e r . . . a g a i n . . .
|.l i f e.|--» it`s just one big g a m e
it`s ups and dOnws . rights frOm
wrOngs * tru from fake .. it`s
nOthin but a game of --------»
<3[ l O v e . a N d . h a t e]<3
the greatest [[ c h a l l e n g e ]]
in life is tO find sOmeone
whO knows all yOur [[ flaws ]]
|| differences || aNd || mistakes||
yet still loves everything about u
ii keep --» s i l e n t. even when ii`m. screaminq
inside. cause the thinqs that | drive me crazy |
ii` have` nO` chOice` .. bUt` to` "l[ h i d e ]l"
X GottA [ HuRt ] iN OrDeR 2 kNO X
X FaLL In oRdEr 2 [ GrOw ] X
X [ LoSe ] iN OrDeR 2 gAiN X
X CuZ MoSt Of LiFeS [ LeSsOnS ] X
X aRe LeArNeD iN [ pAiN ] X
xo---------})|({--------------------------ox
not everything in this magical world - is wat it seems -
xo----------------------------})|({-------ox
wouldn`t life be [*w o n d e r f u l*]
if sweatpants were sexy. . monday
morningS were fun, if junk food had
no calories.. all kisses were magical.*
life was alwayS worth living for `nd
»l o v e d i d n ` t.:* h u r t *:.
___xOox________________
in life u gOtta take the gOOd
w/ the bad smiLe w/ the sad..
lOve whatcha have anD - - »
rEmember w h a t c h a hAd
_________________xOox__
-*AlL i CaN dO*-
-*iS sMiLe N wAlK aWaY*-
-*HiDe AlL mY tEaRs AnD*-
-*jUs PrEtEnD iM oKaY*-
I'm sick of -CRYING-
I'm sick of -TRYING-
You see my s m i l e
But inside im d.y.i.n.g
its hard to ignore the p a s t when
it hOlds the best [ m e m O r i e s]
u cOmE Up aNd aSk mE wHaTs wRoNg?
i sMiLe aNd sAy -nOtHiNg- BuT WhEn u
tUrN ArOuNd My eYeS fiLLWitH tEaRs
aNd I wHiSpEr tO mYseLf....
*( E V E R Y T H i N G )*
..If Life were an essay..
there would be Cross-outs.
_Mistakes_. and no..
|c o n c l u s i o n|
-dOnt baSe yOur d e c i s i O n s on the advice of-
the peOple whO dOnt have tO deal with the results
dOnt hOld on tO yOur paSt
-theres a reasOn that its-
[n O t . c O m i n g . b a C k]
obstacles are put in our way
to see if we really want___*
something__ or if we just
t h o u g h t we d . i . d *
y0u havent really lived..until youve
f0und s0mething w0rth dying f0r [x0x]
---» don`t [forget] what peOple say when they`re mad
that`s [when] the t r u t h comes out «---
J.e.a.L.o.u.S.y iS aH teRRibLe diSeasE
-GeT weLL soOn-
: dont u wish you could go back
: to the best memory of ur life
: and live in it (( f o r e v e r ))
[sum 1] can apologize endlessly, and even if u fOrGiVe Em sometimes u cant
forget the | | p a i n | | they've caused u
x~»NeVer ap0LOgiZe f0r sayin«~x
x~»what u feeL«~x
x~»cuZ thatZ Like sayin s0rry«~x
x~»f0r BeInG ReAl«~x
There's Always A Little
[[T r u T h]]
Behind Every
[[Just KiDdIng]]
if yOu LooK iNsiDe a GirL`s
[*.H - e - a - R - t.*]
yOu`D sEe HoW MuCh ShE
:'ReaLLy': criEsZ
y0u'll finD secrets hidden,
Best friends, and Lies
.. buT . whaT .y0u`LL .
See . thE . Most .
.. is hOw ..
l| [ HarD ] | l
it iS to sTay
[ ( strOng ) ]
wheN Nothing`s right
anD EveRythinG is wrong
At some point you learn to accept the fact that the people you wish wouldnt change..do, goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever if you let them, pictures never replace being there, memories good or bad bring tears, and nothing lasts forever
nO matter what u say-i`ll always stand tall
sO gO ahead and push me-i aint gOnna fall
0ne day every0ne wilL reaLiize iit`s n0t ab0ut
beiing perfect .. iits ab0ut beiing happy .. « 3
sUmTiiMeZ ii LiE aWaKe Nd ThInK
-wHy CaNt lIfE bE fAiiR-
ii kRii mYsElF t0 sLeEp aT nItE
-nD wAkE uP t0 a NiTeMaRe-
Love
(´`(´`v´`)
`v `v´
,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,
`'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'`
,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,
`'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'`
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»
(¯`×.and just when i thOught
that i ran out of reasOns tO
smile ... yOu came along.×´¯)
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»
where my future leads [i dOn`t know]
but if u`re not there [i don`t wanna go]
eacH TiMe i heaR y0ur v0icE i can*T heLp iT
iT*z n0t by ch0iCe my heaRt beaTz fasTeR
mY kNeeZ geT weaK
My sToMacH geTz buTteRfLiez
i caN harDLy speaK
eVery m0menT feeLz braNd new
i kan*T heLp iT
i*M faLLinq f0r y0u
I WaNt 2 Be ThE oNe .. He'z Up at NiTe ThInKin' BoUt
N I WaNt 2 Be ThE one.. He`z TeLLiN HiZ BoYz ..
HeY. . [xO . I ThInK I LoVe HeR . Ox ]
i want to be the girl you talk to on the fone
the girl yo0h cry to sayiin " i dont want t0
be al0ne" i want to be the girl you chill wit
on friday nights ... the girl who you kiss and
hold close real tight. i wana kno everrythin
about you ... inside and out. the girl that ya
just cant seem to live with out.i wana be the
girl who your boys know your thinkin about
the wun you' ll love forever wit out a doubt
[i] WaNnA bE tHe GiRl U cALL [[bAbY]]
tHe guRL yOu calL yoUr [[OWn]] thE
gIrl yOu [[holD]] in Your arMs And
[[falL]] aSleEp w/on tHe pHonE
tHe giRl Who maKes yoUr baD daYs
[[beTtEr]] *&* thE gIrl thAt wilL
maKe yOu saY my [[liFe]] hAs ChAnGeD
siNce i meT [[HeR]]
i cOuld b in a` roOm
with 1oo quys`and
yOud` still be the
Only wun On my mind
|[ i ]| wanna be the girl you call |[ b. a. b.y. ]|
the girl you call |[ y o u r . o w n ]|
the girl you |[ h o l d ]| in your |[ a. r. m. s. ]|
and |[ f a l l ]| asleep with
on the |[ p h o n e ]|
the girl who makes your bad days |[ b. e. t. t. e. r. ]|
love - we think about it . dream about it . sinq about it.
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it we search
for it . when we discover it we don`t kno what to do >
with it . when we have it we`re afraid of 'losinq it . it`s
the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define'&
(_..×´¯) | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3
tHeRe aRe onLy tWo timez i wanta be WiTh y0u
[(now & fOreVer)]
d0Nt kno where i [stand with u] doNt kno wut i
[mean 2 u] all i kno is that everytime i [think of u]
all i wanna do is ×[ b e . w i t h . y O u ]×
: its amazing how one day
: someone walks
: [ [ into your life ] ]
: then the next day
: you wonder
: ... how you ever lived ...
: -w i t h o u t them-
`- - - - - - - - - - - »»
x. i ::knEw:: \yOu\ wEre
sOmethiNq s.p.e.c.i.a.L
riqht . frOm . the . starT
i knEw it by the way yOu
suDdenly stOle my heArt
everythinq ii say is com-
pleTely true . . .ii wanna
spend --fOrevEr-- `nD a
l i f e t i m e . with . yOu
evEry drEam i eVer haD
::sUdDeNly CaMe TrUe::
evErything i -eVeR wAnTeD-
i FoUnD iT aLl [in yOu]
[[---i wOnder if he`Ll ever figure Out
that he`S the Only One i`M thinkiNq abOut---]]
If He TaKeS tHe TiMe
To ArgUe WiTh yOu
ThEn hE cArEs MoRe ThAn
YoU tHiNk He dOeS
when i LOOk in . [ hiiSz * eyeSz ] .everythiin` thatSz | bad |
in mah Life suddenLy becOmeSz - [ q O O d ] -`nd when .
[ i ` m . w i t h . h i m ] . - nOthin` - ELse matterSz
: but :* t h a t . m O m E n t *
saYin yOu`LL neVer faLL in luV aqain is liKe saYin yOu`LL neVer smiLe aqain. .
aS muCh aS yOu dOn`T wanT tO..sOmeoNe is qoinq tO cOmE aLonq `nd maKe yOu.
i (n)(3)(v)(3)(r).thOught id risk th3 chanc3 Of g3ttin h.u.r.t.
again.*but.fOr sOm3`r3asOn`wh3n im wit yOu.*it all
s33ms.wOrth.it
*It seems like after all of these years, i have finally fOund that one thing that ive wanted all alOng*
*I can't find the words to tell you what I'd like to say. I can't describe these feelings that get stronger every day. I can't believe I've found you, you're all I've waited for. Who knew a simple friendship, could turn into something more?*
things fall apart so other things
can fall into place <3
sometimes someone says somethin
really small & it just fits into this
_empty place in ur heart_
i JusT ::LoVe:: ThE fEeLiNg
kNoWin` i CaN mAkE yOu ':sMiLe:'
AlWaYz LisTen tO - [ yOuR HeArT ]
-cuZ evEn thO iTs On yOuR leFt :+:
iTz ( . AlWaYz . ) riGht : «
u knOw yOu*re in lOve wen
- - » n O b O d y else iS even wOrTh
*lOokinq aT*
i could search the world
til my life is thru
but ill never find another who is
j u s t . l i k e . y o u
x---------- ||LoVe || -----------x
WhEn u WaiT fOr HiM aLL dAy
DrEaM bOuT HiM aLL NiTe
WeN u CaNt WaiT 2 HuG HiM
OnCe u SeE hiM iN yOuR SiTe
WheN u GiVe HiM a HuG - n - KiSs
AnD tHaNk ThA sTaRz AbOvE
WheN u NeVa WaNnA LeT HiM gO
ThAtZ a LiL tHiNg CaLLeD *LoVe*
x---------- || LoVe || -----------x
- - --» ur the first thing i think of each morning when i rise ur the
last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes
as far as i can see . . .yOur the Onlii One fOr me
* wOuLd u MiNd iF i sOrTa kiNdA HaVe
' - -- » A LitTLe crUsh 0N u .. fOrEveR
its scary tO think hOw diffErEnt yOur lifE
wOuld bE if yOu nEvEr mEt that one pErsOn
[| that chanqEd |] E v E r y t h i n q x3
*..»*anything worth -»h a v i n«-
iS worTh -»w a i t i n«- for*«..*
while the w0rld is g0ing crazy
while the sky is falling d0wn
0ne thing u can depend 0n
ill always be ar0und
while the rain 0utside is p0uring
ill make that sun shine thru
ill give my everything
cUz im in luv w/ yOu
before i met you i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for
l[ n O . r e a s O n ]l
i luv u..
deeper than the ocean,
higher than the sky,
brighter than the stars ,
N thaz not a lie
i WiSh . i WaNt . iD LoVe to be .
. HiS LoVe . HiS LiFe . HiS EvEryThiNg .
i wanna be the
girl that you cant
live without
because i'm the
girl who can`t
live without
yOu
its not that i wanna
be the [only] gurl in
your [life] - i just
i wanna be the only one
that [m a t t e r s]
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you [care]
Even if you're lying,
that’s what I need to ((hear))
just when yOu least expect yOu start thinkin
hOw he makes u laugh and how u feel when
yOur arOund him yOu realize after all this time
yOu care bOut him alOt mOre than u thOught
*lOvE isn`t ab0ut tHe hugS n KiSsEs
* tHe ` i lOve yOu`s `| oR | ` i MiSs yOuS '
.*iTs b0uT tHoSe (buTTeRfliEs) u gEt×
*aNd tHe| cHiLlS |tHat rUn dOwn--> uR bAck
.:*wHen u juSt tHink BouT --> hiM
::y0u kn0w y0u`re in l0ve, when all it takes
is one s0ng on the radii0 t0 make y0u think
of him nd the next thing y0u kn0e
yOu have tears runnin dOwn u r face
(¨`·.·´¨) u knOw yOu*re in lOve wen
`·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) n O b O d y else iS even wOrTh
×`·.¸.·´× *loOkinG aT*
things fall apart so other things
can fall into place <3
sometimes someone says somethin
really small & it just fits into this
_empty place in ur heart_
somtimes iI lie awake lookin at the sky
seein the stars as bright as your eyes
waitin impatiently to hear your voice
if it was up to me therE wOuLd Be No ChOiCe
LyiN bESiDe yOu iS where I would be,
just to be in your arms is all I need
Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr
Your the reason I live, The reason I die, The reason I smile and break down and cry. The reason I keep going, The reason I fall, but without you in my life im nothing at all.
..iN My EyEz uR ThE [OnLy] oNe FoR Me..
..[yOu aNd i WeRe MeNT To bE]..
..yOuR [iN My ThOuGhTs]..&..[iN My DrEaMz]..
[My LoVe]...[My LiFE]...[My EveRyThiNg]
¦¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯¯¯¦ ¦¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯¯¦
¦ -» i love you «- ¦-- --¦-» with all of my «- ¦
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¦ » h e a r t «¦- - - , ¦
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love - we think about it.dream about it .sinq about it
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it, we search for it
when we discover it, we don`t kno what to do with it
when we have it, we`re afraid of 'losinq it
it`s the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define
(_.-´¯`» and | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3
-:|:-.:EvErY tImE:.
*Im NoT wItH yOu*
.:I fEeL lIkE:.
*SoMeThInGs MiSsInG*
.:ThEn I rEaLiZe:.
*YoU hAvE mY hEaRt*
iLL RiSk eVeRyThInG i haVe
iLL FigHt TiLL I bLeEd
GiVe u mY LiFe . .
iF tHaTs WuT u nEEd
i WiSh mY wOrDs wUd WoRk
aNd mY tEaRz WuDnT sHoW
yOuR mY wOrLd bAbY
BuT i GuEss uLL nEva KnO
•× ••••• o ••••• × ••••• o •••••• ו
yOu knOw yOur in lOve
when yOur havin tha wOrst
day ever...and just talkin tO him
makes everythin` so much better
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x3 he`ll alwayz b mii heart`s stronqest weakness
Have u ever thought about someone for just 5 minutes, and realize u were smiling the whole time?
ur the only boy
who makes my heart beat
f a s t e r and s l o w e r
at the same time
Who wants to be Ordinary
in This Crazy Mixed Up
World .. I Don't Care what
they're sayin as long as
I 'm Y o u r G i R L
i care about his life [ more ] than my life
because `-.» Lets' face it
he makesz my life _worth livinq_
y0u miight jus thiink 0f me as s0me gurl
but ii jus want u t0 kn0 that iim that 0ne gurl
wh0 t0ok 1 l0ok at u and fell harder then
iive ever fallen iin my wh0le entiire liife__`
*Fate decides who c.o.m.e.s into ur (life)
{{ but }} ur heart decides who -stays-
ya*ll look at me n* see
- iNn0cEnCe -
but ya*ll got no clue what i*ve
-eXpEriEnCeD-
You're the first thing I think of.
.Each morning when I rise.
*You're the last thing I think of.
.Each night when I close my eyes.
*You're in each thought I have*
*And every breath I take.
.My feelings are growing stronger.
.With every move I make.
.I wanna prove I love you.
.But thats the hardest part.
So, I'm giving you all I have
.To you... I give my heart.
Dear Heart;
i met a boy today,
prepare to shatter.
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